i can't take this.
I can't bear to see him in so much pain. He's always been the happy, optimistic one. The focused one, the good kid who never fights with his parents.
I can't stand to see him hurting so bad, and emotionally as well.
I can't write properly.
I can't stand how things are for him, I want to make it all better. I can't.
I just want you to be okay.
It hurts so much to see you like this, to see you going through this. Every time I think of you, I am barely from tears. I love you so much. I need you to be okay. You have to be okay.