Sometimes

i want to grab a carving knife and carve my chest open from the base of my throat to the end of my ribs so that this feeling will finally escape me, before it explodes of its own accordance... How such pressure has not burst through the layers of muscle, bone, and flesh (and whatever else lol); I do not know... It's been 5 months. I'm not missing you any less. SWJRLBRJI. (L)