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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Oh god. I am kinda attracted to this guy I have become friends with at school... I'm definitely ignoring it, but I'm very irritated at myself. He seems like a good friend, so that's what we'll stay. At least, that's the plan.
Nah, it definitely will.
Because he's still not him. (:

I just, don't really know how to have male friends who are just that. I have a very few, but those are ones I don't see very much... Or at least we have been through a stage of being more and are now perfectly comfortable in just being friends, for instance, Jimit, which was great since we always wanted the same thing at the same time. I don't know...

It isn't really an issue, I guess, but I don't like that I am even attracted to him, at this point... =/

Not that I actually like him.


But, it's okay. Because he is, despite being highly irritating at some times, great, and I actually believe that he does like me... and he makes me happy. For now, at least lol. But like, if I don't get scared and run, I think this could actually go really well... I don't think I will hide. (: (: (:


  1. I always find a way to sabotage relationships - that or I run away like you mentioned. I'm not really caught up on who this guy is, but if he makes you happy that's pretty important.

  2. Speaking from experience... its very hard to be friends with someone when one person has feelings for another. So my question to you is this, what bad could come from you expressing your feelings to him? Its the things in life that you least expect that turn out the most amazing. Good luck!

  3. Dresdendoll, yeah I think you can be justified in doing so, from the sounds of past relationships you seem to have had... although you've only just begun your blog so I really wouldn't know...
    One guy is from church, who I am kinda with as of a week ago (probably less than), and the other is a new friend from school...

    Carrie Amie, yeah I was in a situation like that where I liked my best friend for a long time and he didn't like me back so that was hard. And I don't actually like this guy, I am actually talking about two different people in this post... Confusing I know. I need to think of a name for the one who will come up more, this school friend is a random, and we've only just become friends so I will most likely get over the attraction...
    Sorry if it doesn't make much sense!